I've missed this place, it's been a while since I did anything, a long, long, long, long,long, long, long while.

But in all fairness, my life is royally fucked right now.

Here's some stuff that's happened recently

Two of the people I rely on more than anyone else are no longer talking to each other, they're both completely shattered, with me and then both in this state we can't support each other.

My muse has, died, whenever I try to write something, it's shit. Everything about it I hate, every part of it is pathetic. None of it is up to my standards, I've stopped RPing and stories and poems. The only stuff I do anymore is chatplay over msn, and even that's shite.

Ser and I are no longer together and I don't think she's talking to me anymore, the hardest part is that I still don't know why.

I think most of my friends are royally sick of me bitching about 1 2 and 3.

On the plus side I went to Gencon with M and Tony and bought a sword.

There's other things too, but, if I keep writing I'm gonna start crying and,,, fuck that for a joke.

I'm finishing this with the one good line from anything I wrote recently, and I've probably accidently stolen it.

I've always relied on the fight to push me forward. But honey, I'm all punched out.