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I have  often hid myself.
Behind secrets and lies.
The things I say in day to day.
Are another damn disguise.
My projected personalities.
Have become more real than me.
I'm losing everything inside.
The things that you don't see.
I left exactly who I am.
Lying on the road behind.
It may not be to obvious.
But I didn't really mind.

My lies and smiles are now so real.
I don't fake them anymore.
They happen automatically.
So many times before
I do accept what I've become.
Throughout each and every day.
But sometimes I can't help but feel.
I lost me along the way.
©2008-2009 ~deminex
:icondeminex:

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:iconalucardsbloodlust:
perfectly relatable. a good poem. nice one. (Y)

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Labour Without Joy is Base. Labour Without Sorrow Is Base. Sorrow Without Labour is base. Joy Without Labour Is base.- John Ruskin.
"Memories a poor thing to have. its your own real hair and eyes and hands and mouth i want."-Philip Pullman
:iconevil-m:
Very nice poem. I do understand. I think everybody does that, putting on an ephemeral personality with everybody. That's just life I guess. Its change and adapting to new situations, and shouldnt be looked on as a bad thing.

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If it'd been me stealing the sun, I wouldn't give it to humans to keep them warm. I'd drown it in the ocean and start buying their souls by selling them fire.
:icondeminex:
Ok, something tells me you didn't understand the point of this.

It's not about changing my identity, it's about losing it altogether.

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:iconevil-m:
My mistake. I can understand. Unfortunately, the only way to get over it is to stop lying, something very hard but very rewarding. I would know, for one hour, I dropped all veneers and showed myself to someone without lying. Fucking hard but worth it. Tell me if it helps.

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If it'd been me stealing the sun, I wouldn't give it to humans to keep them warm. I'd drown it in the ocean and start buying their souls by selling them fire.
:icondeminex:
I daresay it would, were it physically possible

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:iconevil-m:
You can't try it?

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If it'd been me stealing the sun, I wouldn't give it to humans to keep them warm. I'd drown it in the ocean and start buying their souls by selling them fire.
:icondeminex:
I did, I failed. End.

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